Aku ingin menuliskan semua detail tentangmu, tapi..

Apa kamu pernah sadar bahwa setiap kali aku selalu memperhatikanmu ? dan setiap apapun yang kamu lakukan? ah..pasti tidakkan ?  tidak apa apa . biarkan saja tetap seperti ini, ya biarkan. Biarkan dirimu menari nari dalam pikiranku, hanya itu . Ini sangat menyenagkan , mengingat  setiap  detail tentangmu . Semuanya . Walaupun ada beberapa bagian yang jika aku mengingatnya hatiku tersa sakit sedikit. tapi aku menikmatinya . A ku ingin menuliskannya dalam lembar - lembar kertas agar  (mungkin) suatu saat nanti kamu bisa mambacanya seperti :

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Kosong . ya!  sudah kubilang. aku tidak bisa .  Bodoh ! Bagaimana mungkin kamu tau apabila aku tak menuliskannya? oke aku bisa mengatakannya. Tapi untuk menuliskannya saja jantungku berdetak hebat  , bagaimana bila aku mengatakannya ? apa mauku sebenarnya ?  Tunggu sebentar saja. Aku pasti akan mengganti titik - titik itu menjadi kumpulan huruf - huruf.  Tapi nanti ya, N anti kalau aku sudah siap. Dan itu bukan sekarang ..,